A Far Away Love

when I lay in bed at night,

i hoLd my pillOw very tight

for eVery second that goes by

wishing you could see my eyEs

i catch mYself starring into space

wishing i cOuld see your face

for the thoughts of yoU makes me shiver

And to be that close to you

would make my body quiver

for a feeling this deep

it should be the oNe we keep

wantinG that touch from you is so strong

how can these fEelings be wrong

so i Lay there dreaming of you

wihsing you only Knew

how much i want to be beside yOu

i walk on the beach and look up the stars

coz i know that you're very far

so a far away love should never be measured

cause having you in my life

is my world greatest treasure.

A Far Touch

if i could have one wish tonight,
it would be you in my sight
instead of an ear to a phone
my fingers typing on a keyboard
my conversation would not be alone
for i could open my eyes and see
beautiful pair of eyes, starring back at me
my dear, you may be miles away
but in my heart you'll always stay
because this love is a dream,
to good to be true it would seem
but i will one day wake up
and my dream would come true
i would wake up next to you...

open letter

My love, I can not stand this anymore. It is just too hard to be away from you. I am usually okay, but at times like this, it just becomes too much to bear. I can not sleep tonight from thinking of you.
I just have to tell you, to share with you the sacred part of my inner, secret life, the thoughts I think that everyone has but does not always say. I know that sometimes pride gets in the way of expressing emotions. I think of my feelings, my love for you not with craving or with hope or even desire, but just with a kind of wonder that such thing could be. You have opened my eyes to how love should see; you have opened my heart to how love should feel.
This time, we are surrounded by possibilities of choice, open doors and wide horizons, which may come between us. I hope that they could eventually bring us together. Though you are far away, you’re all that I can see, I carry you with me through all my days and I miss you more that I can say. Remember that I love you no less than how I loved you the time that I said yes. I love you more today than yesterday.
I know I have a tendency to be impetuous at times, thus the reason for this letter. I love you and I am waiting for the day when I can feel your arms around me.
There are many things in life that people wish for such as cars, big houses, great jobs and more. All I want in my life is you and your love. We have been through storms and back into the light over and over again. Through the weeks we’ve spent together, my love for you have continued to grow and grow. Right now all I want you to know is my love for you will never die. I will always be yours...and I hope you will always be mine...

Our New Angel

Why are you gone?
It is not fair
I want to hold you close
But youre not there
I remember all the good times we used to share
No other person could compare
Your smile will stay locked in my head
I used to love it when you said
Yeah yeah let the good times roll
Or nah nah pass me the control
I know you would not want me to cry
But I didn’t want to say goodbye
I know you would want me to be happy for you
Because you are no longer blue
You sit up there on a cloud
And look down on us being loud
And even though I am sad
I know I must not be mad
But just remember the memories won't part
I love you forever tita
With all my heart
You meant so much to all of us,
you were special and that’s no lie.
Your smile brightened up the darkest day,
and the cloudiest skies.
Your smile warmed hearts alone,
your laugh was like music to hear,
I would give absolutely anything,
to have you well and standing near.
Not a second passes when your not on our minds,
your love we will never forget,
the hurt will ease in time
Many tears I have seen and cried,
they have all poured out like rain,
I know you are happy now,
and no longer in any pain.
we will surely miss you tita...our new angel... Ü